So, it has definitely been awhile since I have been on here! I just wanted to leave a word of encouragement and remind you how amazing God is. I felt led to share this situation in hopes to encourage someone else who is going through a difficult situation or season right now. I know it isn’t always the easiest thing to go through, especially if its alone. But God is always right there with you and He is waiting on you to “ask.” Just ask Him what to do, which way to go, where does He want you? And He will show you if you are paying attention.

Here’s a little background to what I am going to talk about. So, I’ve dealt with different health issues pretty much my whole life. Nothing major compared to most people, but for me it gets really discouraging and difficult at times. The last year I have been seeing a new natural doctor and what he said was supposed to take a few months to get better has well taken almost a year. I have tried EVERYTHING! I tried multiple kinds of doctors and treatments over the course of years and years. Last week I was in complete despair over the whole situation. I was so desperate and have been so desperate for God to show up and just tell me! Help me! Anything. So, last week driving to my doctors appointment on my way to get another blood test I just began crying. I cried the whole night before and that morning driving I just couldn’t contain it. I was like “God why?! like why is all this happening I have tried everything I can think of.” The song I had playing was this new mashup song of Good Good Father and the same time I said that to God the lyrics playing out were “We’re all searching for answers only He provides.” BAM! I looked over to my left and the car in front of me had a license plate that said “ASK” I had been asking God to show me and tell me all morning. What do I need to do and He replied just ask. Then as I was leaving my doctors appointment I put that same song on and was driving to work and I saw 8:18 in the time twice! I was like okay God what are you trying to show me? Immediately Romans 8:18 popped in my head. As soon as I got to work I looked up Romans 8:18 and it was so spot on! It says “I am sure what we are suffering now cannot compare with the glory that will be shown to us.” – Romans 8:18

God is listening and He is waiting for us to ask. He wants us to seek Him and His will on things. He hears our cries and He knows what’s going on. Clearly He is speaking and He’ll show you if you are paying attention. We aren’t meant to do this on our own and try to figure everything out by ourselves. Like me for example. I’ve exhausted myself doing everything in my own power trying to heal myself. Rather than just sit and ask my dad Jesus what I should be doing. He is saying just ask because He has all the answers. He hears our cries and He knows when we’re hurting. Be encouraged because He has so much more in store. He holds it all and He is holding you. Seek what the Father has to say because He loves you so much ❤

Remember You are Fearfully Made

xoxo Taylor Nicole